backwards and forwards

I'm still trying to work backwards and catch up, but time keeps on moving forwards and new things keep appearing. It sort of feels like when you try to climb back up an escalator.

You see, I can't stop buying new things.

I don't know what it is, if I'm trying to fill a hole in my heart, if I feel like money is burning a hole in my pocket now I'm not in crazy summer spending mode, or if I am just noticing holes in my winter wardrobe and am in the mood to shop.

Actually, scratch that bit about needing stuff.

I just bought a yellow bag.(I was looking for a black bag)